Disappointed!

“You are never required to agree on a statement, just accept it!”

Stupid me, how can I still not get it? My work just doesn’t deserve what I have expected – Simply because it’s not good enough! The poor result has nothing to do with the world, it just lies in me! The world just browses through my work and do their job of grading. They are just doing their job! Who am I in the world to oppose their judgments?! Such a disgrace of me to fight for what I think I deserve! I must have been shameless when I questioned the way my work was assessed after seeing my grade! I must have been so stupid at that instant that I even forward this question to others, hoping to see someone to justify for me! The world must be laughing at me right now, for doing such a stupid act!

All I have to do right at the beginning was to accept it; the world will be very delighted! Challenging the world’s assessment is equivalent to being rude to the world. I should never ever challenge the world again, even if I feel that I am right! Because it will just prove to me again the notion that: “The world is always right, and even if they are wrong, I am never right!” Even if I have facts to prove that I’m right and the world is wrong, still I realize that I should not bother to challenge the world. The world will just slam me flat down.. No one in the world will stand up for me, because he/she will be putting him/herself against the world! I am all alone!

Having said all these, I have FINALLY learnt to accept.. I accepted my decision in joining the world. I accepted all people living in the world. I accepted that I am alone. I accepted acceptance! I accepted that I should accept whatever the world decides! I accepted to forgone the aim of achieving agreement. I accepted that I should just be an ordinary citizen in the world, just like what the world hopes to nurture their citizens – to be all introverts and cowards - and never ever challenge the world again!


Morale of the story:
“Never challenge a single thing in life, just accept it! If you decided to challenge, you just have to accept that nothing will change for the better!”