Hi all,
after a very long time, i am finally blogging again. =) You may be curious to know why i have chosen this topic to blog today, so i must as well tell you the answer. I have chosen this topic to blog today because during the holiday, I have met up with my innermost. He is at a junction of his journey and needs to choose a route. He needs to act differently in different routes.

Okay, so let me start with Route 1. He needs to laugh a lot, appear to be friendly to all others, and also act to be undisturbed by all the 'irritating events' happening around him. However, in reality, he is seriously burning with anger, pissed off by the jokers around him... So how does he get rid of all his anger? He bad-mouthed the person at his/her back..

Route 2. He just need to be himself. He quarrals with others a lot, show his dissatisfactions most of the time. Although he may be appear to be the most irritating person in the group, he shows his real feelings, emotions and reactions to an event..

So which route did he choose?

If you ask me which route i recommend to him, I will tell you i recommend route 2. However, he has chosen route 1. So now, I am type 1+2=3, since my innermost is related to me. I was trained to conceal my real emotional feelings and concieve others with my fake smile. Seriously, i think route 1 is really disgusting!!! However, that's how the world works i believe.. If i was to really blast off, i would have been labelled as the 'black sheep' by all other people out there.. So how? smile and Smile and SMILE..

I seriously hate route 1, but no choice, my innermost has chosen it.. So if next time when your innermost is at such a junction in his/her journey, please advise him/her, or even force him/her to choose route 2, or i shall despise you!!!

[P.s there is a deeper meaning in this post, please absorb it in.. Oh ya, and please abosrb in the correct meaning!]